Thanks for clarifying LD...I know the culture is different out there, you just worried me the way you phrased things...the limitations of the internet
Recycle...I'm not sure when I became aware that I was committing suicide through drink but I too lived with it for a long time before I quit. It's why I always say that if I start drinking again it will be because I want to die...it would be easier to break into luckedogs house to achieve that purpose I think