You are not alone gone2far
I had a buddy I was living with peed himself to sleep every night from being blackout drunk. When he finally got the balls to put himself in rehab I knew he was never coming back. Another buddy and I cleaned out his room and when we got to the bed we found a hole all the way through the mattress. He had even gone so far as to put plastic on the ceiling of the basement to catch it, his room was over his carpentry work room and I never realized what the plastic was for until he was gone.
He would use heavy power saws all night while getting stone blackout drunk and then stumble to his bed and pee himself. He is lucky he only had the pee as a problem and never cut off a finger. Just food for thought.
You are doing the right thing coming here, now is the time to take action. Good luck in your medically supervised detox and check in with us to let us now how you are.
Hang in there, it gets better.