There's no such thing as a "Full" AA meeting. Some may be crowded. So, what are you willing to do to get sober? Which would you rather do, sit in a crowded AA meeting or be humiliated when your wife insists on buying rubber sheets or worse, hands you a box of Depends. And then there's the possibility she will just call the police and have you removed. Give AA a try. I knew a guy who used to pee in the clothes hamper, but since he got sober, it hasn't happened since.