Why is this so hard? I was down on my knees this morning praying to God that He would help me. I found this website shortly after.
I know I am powerless to this bondage. I have been in this bondage of alcohol for so many years. I get sick of it and quit for a while then I find myself back in. I am an addict. I have been since I was in high school. I want out and I want out for good but still within seconds I think "No I don't want to stop for good, that's to long. I can stop for a little while." This sucks!! I can't stand the head games I play with myself.
Please pray that I can go home and dump out all the alcohol. That I can start tonight. That this evening will be day one.
Thank you for praying for me.
