Hi Mareah..
Welcome, glad you found us.

Look at this experience as a blessing, a wake up call that you do not need to let drugs/alcohol rule and ruin your life.

There have been plenty before you (myself included) who have done alot of research and can verify that it does not get better.

What about a meeting in your area for teens?
Here is a website you might find useful....
http://www.onalaska.k12.wi.us/buildi...gui/resources/