tHAnks for the support -canfixonlyme.
I have to admit it feels good getting support here and justification that I am NOT overreacting. I cant talk to anyone because, well, I dont want anyone to know what is going on and idk, its just hard
He texted me this morning that he is alive...lol Last night after I wrote this, I got some info off websites about addiction and pot...and sent him a message. He will probably be mad, but hopefully he will at least read it. HE gets mad when I do stuff like that...he says 'im trying to get into his head" whatever that means!
I just am holding onto SO much hope that I dont have to end my relationship over this! We have been thru so much. I am hoping that him being away he will see how serious I am and come back and tell me he is not going to do this anymore....lol long shot i know.
Thanks so much you guys for your support, it is really helping me get thru this
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