Hi Mareah.
Welcome to SR.
Like Anna said, this is a great place to get sober support. I was wondering if you go to AA/NA meetings? That is the extra support that I need. It is in the rooms of these fellowships that I have met new friends to hang around with. People who know what I'm going through because they've been there, and can tell me how they got through it. Keep posting here, this is a great start. Just take life one day at a time!
Sherry