Hi Mareah,
Welcome to SR. I'm glad you found us!
I've been sober a few years now and the main thing I found is that stopping drinking is only the beginning. That is where the real journey begins. For me it involved a lot of issues with self-esteem. Hopefully there are things you learned in treatment that can help you get through this time. Do you have any kind of a support system? Do you have sober friends who you can spend time with?
This is a good place to get support and understanding and I hope you keep posting.
Love, Anna