I too am glad. I hope you get back on track. That is what kills people off..they are too drunk to make any type of a STOP drinking decision..I am sure that is why people die in their sleep choking on their own vomit. They are too intoxicated to roll over and drown. I am glad you checked back. AND I quit drinking because I drank like you. Alcoholic drinking. Hope you feel better and get some kind of help. You don't have to go thru this again. You proved yourself wrong.