You are worried about being an idiot at times and being judged by . . . a bunch of alcoholics?
Oh sorry, want some popcorn?
In my first few weeks of sobriety I was a wreck and couldn't keep two thoughts in my head. Let alone express them clearly without being over the top.
I am grateful for you!
If you are reading this you are part of the reason I am sober and getting my life back. Newcomer trying, or ten years sober, the power of worldwide support saying that they "got my back," well just contemplate that for a moments meditation.