I too obsess about just about anything it seems like these days to the point that i make myself sick...but so u know that your not alone i was in atlantic city for a weekend get away this past wknd and it bothered me so much to see people drinking laughing and all that that i had to go up to the room and here is the kicker i wasnt. Even a drinker i was a pill user..so don,t think your alone because your not and from what i am told it is a normal part of the early stages of recovery and gets easier as time goes on...hope thst helps you but stay strong and keep fighting..