I'm not to the point where I'm going to just walk away from the job, I hope not to get to that point. However, job related stress has played a major part in my mental health issues, including 3 hospitalizations. Even though I have very good insurance through work, my last 7 day stay at the funny farm ended up costing me about $1200, not counting lost income. So it's getting to be kinda a lose/lose situation. Hopefully I can find something else that I can do, that I can manage stress wise, and make enough money to get by.
My expenses are pretty low, especially since I'm not smoking all my money, so I can afford to take a pay cut, if necessary. However, what I don't want to do is trade this job for something that would be equally bad. The job I have now is not a bad job, and the company is good. The problem is the fit with me. Anyway, lunch is over, back to it. Thanks for everyone's input and for listening.