well i have decided this is my last post for awhile....i will still be here to read all the posts(as i have since i started this new obsession) but i am taking advice and starting to blog...never blogged before but obviously i am too mixed up right now to help anyone even myself....something that started as just looking for support and friends...turned out to be a whole new obsession...so worried what everyone is thinking about me instead of dealing with what causes my problems...i thank you all for bareing with me on here and i am sorry if i was an idiot at times...just battling hard with MY OWN demons and i am hoping that the blog thing with help...plus calling the docs. because i feel like crap good luck to you all...and may God be with us all in our own recovery
