the recovered alcoholics in AA have been waiting for you. We've been standing by the door for years just waiting for you to show up so that we could share with you the solution we have found to our shared problem.
And they are tired of hearing their own stories over and over. They need new life.
That is what keeps AA working, the revoling efforts of support. Someone helped them, they help you, you help someone else one day...and on it goes...
Glad you found us here and posted. Huge step to recovery. Hopefully, you'll find the strength within to enter the iron gates of AA.
But its ok if you don't -people can recover without it. But I can't!