My comparison to peeling onions ...I didn't realize I was codependent until I got sober. wtf..
AND I too battle the smokes. Makes me insane. I have an rx for Chantix but I am just not up to hurling myself out the window. I googled it and suicidal thoughts are one of the side effects...helluva way to quit!!!!!!
You are a strong woman Art..your posts are always positive and helpful..supportive..I think you will ace whatever you want in flying colors!! Hang in there lady..