Welcome 30sober - I'm so glad you've joined us. I finally decided to stop too, after years of banging my head against the same old wall. I think I really scared myself as to how much alcohol controlled me.
We have so many great people here - so much support...... it makes all the difference to know others are going through the same thing and really care about how you're feeling.
Little by little I got my life back, and you can too.....:ghug3