That's the spirit Odie - get right back on that horse! Two things really helped me through the first few days. 1) I kept this website up all the time. I kept reading and posting. 2) I kept my cost benefit analysis sheet with me all the time and read it often. You can copy and fill out your own CBA at the SMART Recovery website.
Are you using a program? AA or SMART etc. I know you can find more info on various programs on this site.