I went to an Al Anon meeting once before and came out feeling worse than I was when I went in. I am working on the steps and still at step one.
NC still in place on my part. He sent me the invite to his adult nephew's birthday party this weekend. His sister had already sent it to me, but he forwarded the email to me. I started to reply to him that he could tell his family whatever he wanted about why I was not there, but then changed my mind and didn't respond at all.
I will make it through to day. Once again only working half a day. Coming home after that and doing laundry and working around the house.
I guess the things I'm feeling and going through are a form of detoxing. I'll get through it, one moment at a time. One foot in front of the other, one step at a time. Heck one minute at a time.
You guys are gals here rock.
Thank you for reading.
