Leslie,
Oh my gosh, you are doing SO well.
It doesn't feel like it, but trust me, you are.
1. You are staying in touch with your feelings, yet still functioning
2. You are posting here and keeping in touch with your cyber support group
3. You are leaving your cell phone at home! wow, that's huge
4. You deleted the email w/out repying, you have not contacted him, and you are
making sure you don't "run in" to him. Also...huge
You want the days to just end? So what.
You are in pain, of course you want it over.
One foot in front of the other, girl. You'll do this.