Welcome back.
I know whatcha mean...I was at the gas station and a friend of mine was in front of me. He had a nice big beautiful jug of gorgeous scrumdelicous whiskey and a case of coke.
OMG. It was the warmed day yet this season and oh, did the looks of that sound good.
Then later that night walking my dogs there was a small traveler bottle empty in the ditch just like I used to buy. Again, I gazed lovingly at it but knowing that the poison within would ruin everything I've worked so hard for.