Originally Posted by
Leslie013 
right now it hurts like hell. I miss him. I am so much in love with him...
I truly and completely understand this. You may be surprised to find in the future, when your missing and loving recede, that what feels so much like being strongly and deeply in love could be a complex mixture of other things.
My biggest growth happened when I broke with a man I still feel was "soulmate" status with.
We have to take care of ourselves, and that means trying to break away from dysfunctional relationships.
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