Day 6-things improving
Just checking in and updating. Sorry about that RIP Suic thread. I thought my esophogus was failing again but I was just bein paranoid. But anyway I am working on another more thorough 4'th step with a sponsor. The silver lining to me destroying this semester of school is that I now can go to the 12 o clock meeting every day except Saturday. I feel acceptance there that I don't feel anywhere else. I need to assure myself that I'm not the first alkie to relapse several times before getting well long term. I know guys with bags full of like 20 30 day medallions who are now years sober.