I'm sorry people are being difficult Tyler. It's really disturbing that you aren't able to get able when reaching out for it.
I notice your avatar is a surfing picture, not sure if that's you or not. If you are close enough, maybe sitting by the sea for a bit will help. It might sound trivial but it is my one sure fire way to feel better, and I am making the assumption about you that it might help as well because of your avatar.
Thinking of you.
LaFemme