I was attracted to him, for the first time, now that he's hurt.
I can understand this, I cannot explain it other than (for me) if the other person appears vulnerable, then in comparison, I would be the strong one.
I felt weak, but I was not really, I had no idea the strength I had.
Maybe I just felt he would appreciate me as a savior.
Hmm, very hard to put into words.
Ah, maybe I was playing another one of my "roles", my distorted idea of how I should
act, not the real me.
I must think some more on this.
Beth