I think sometimes when we stop drinking we have to come face to face with our demons. Even if a demon is ourself. It's easier and more comfortable to be unsober. We are used to that -it is easy and a way of life.
I don't think I'm sick of me as much as I was sick of how I was treating myself and create turmoil in life. I think when we decide to stay sober those feelings loom thick in the air and we need to deal with them. It was easy to pop a cork and not worry about it...now I make an effort and its working. I like me...I like the way my life is going. There is a time and place for everything and you're time will come where it all fits together.
Wishing you the best.