Thank you so much..
For the support, my day got worse yesterday after my inital post. I was still drunk when I woke up and as the day wore on my hangover got worse (as usual) but this time it was the worst it's ever been, I kept passing out and my heart wasn't working properly at all. I had a massive panic attack an thought I would end up in A and E, I am NEVER going to let this happen again! I am absolutely done with drinking. Thanks for the links to recovery material too.. These forums are amazingly helpful and I'm so gald to have found them.
I will let you all know how I'm doing and hopefully, with time, be able to be here in a supporting capacity too.