Hello Helpwanted, I hope you are having a good day today
I cut for about two years many moons ago. As a nearly 40 year old I regret it bitterly. Has done nothing for my confidence having to continually cover up.
I get the urge....well its more than an urge. Sometimes when the kitchen drawer is open I see myself actually lifting a knife and cutting myself...scares me how strong it is sometimes.
It can be fought but it is tough.
I suggest you get rid of your cutting item and find an alternative method.....going to go read the sticky about self injury myself!
Whatever you choose I hope you can find a way through to the light.