Originally Posted by
VodkaLover 
It's 2004 all over again
2004 will continue to occur unless you get some help. You should really seek professional help. I just got out of inpatient rehab and believe me, it's definitely worth it. If you want to salvage your life and your relationship, then you need to do this.
I had many of nights like you with my partner and after a while, he will get sick of it and leave unless you make some drastic changes. We're only talking about your life here
I hope you can find it in yourself to do what needs to be done before it's too late.