Thank you for the prayers and kind words. They mean a lot to me. I still have no word as of this morning. I'm assuming that no news is good news. I will try to talk to her home health aide today, and see if I can get any kind of news. The hospital wouldn't tell me anything.
You are right, I have been through a lot regardings my mom. I have reached a sort of acceptance, but also find that it is still painful. I worry about her, but realize that I have no control over the situation.
I have talked in person to people who I believe will understand and not judge. Today, I am sad and anxious. I have friends asking me what I'm going to do to take care of me, so I'm going to try to answer that question!! I'm kind of lost as to how I'm supposed to do that. I guess I will continue with my exercise class scheduled for today, I'm working like normal, and I'm going to study for my classes. I will probably take a nice bath. I'd like to take a nap.