"never let me imagine that my satisfaction with life depends on what someone else may do" ODAT in Al-Anon pg 234
((Steve))
My friend - I believe you are still in a place of grief and healing but I do believe as you continue your path - it will get better, you will heal and you will find happiness, serenity and peace.
Look how far you have already come in your walk ~ you have gained so much, please don't give up now!!
Enjoy the garden, enjoy the peace ~ enjoy the fruits of your recovery labor ~ you deserve it!
PINK HUGS to you!
Rita