Hi Got-to-stop-
Your name doesn't really go with your thoughts on this post.
Do you want do stop or not? It doesn't sound like you do and hey, maybe that's ok, but coming on to a recovery site and trying to justify your drinking is sort of...insane.
If you're an alcoholic, then drinking is dangerous. Heck, it wasn't that hard to behave from time-to-time anyway.
To they own self be true
You know. You already know, but your drinking on any level can always be justified, can't it?
Let us know if you'd like some help in quitting for good.
Kjell~