I've been caught up in living life in my newfound sobriety. Trying to learn and understand life without...besides life without booze...a life without denial, guilt, suppressing feelings, not 'rocking the boat', not having that panic feeling when I know I'm low on poison. I am enjoying the sense of freedom I feel. The sense of relief...not having to 'hide' anything anymore.
This morning I had a sobering experience. Because of my separation my husband had to subtract house dogs that we have had for over 8 years. They are 11 and 9. They are in a specific breed rescue, living with 'their kind' and getting along great. I had an email from the lady this morning...but it hit me. I sobbed for the first time with a real sadness of grief. If I was drinking I would have shrugged it off and thought "Oh, they're better off anyway!"
Everyday is a new learning experience. Awesome thoughts, Kjell.