Hi Fallen AngelPDX
Welcome
I found having a support group helps me a lot...there is always someone to bounce questions off.
I knew I was ready when I finally accepted drinking and drugging were no lobger viable options for me under any circumstances.
I worked hard on my life...I really liked the changes I'd made and I knew that drinking would risk the end of that life.
I just knew, I guess.
Sober had always felt wrong for a long time.
Now sober felt 'right'.
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