Staying with my parents right now. After four years of taking care of an alcoholic, I've become indulgent of my emotions. I'm like an uncontrollable baby, in more ways than one. I haven't really accomplished anything in my life other than destruction - I made a mess of my college education, than of my post college career, now of my emotional stability. Just someone, tell me what I should already know. Tell me that I can turn this ship around and stop f**king everything up. I don't
really want to be unhappy for the second half of my wasted life. Tell me there's some hope, something to salvage.
