LaTeeDa... That hit close to home. I feel like the 3rd experiment.
inahaze, the merry go round is exhausting. My AH hasn't stopped drinking (pretends he has, though). I am finally realizing that even if he does, our marriage will not recover. Realizing he isn't the person I thought he was (he never was that person) has been difficult to accept. Letting go is VERY hard...