((gabigoo)) It's just my humble opinion, but your recovery is as important as his is. I am glad he is sober and activly working on his recovery, that is awesome. Your obviously and rightfully frustrated because his recovery is hindering yours. Is there any way to compromise a little? Do any of the meetings have babysitting? Is there family on either side that could help with the kids? You need your "Me" time. It is essential to your recovery. Talk to your spouse about how you feel, get it out in the open,we all know what happens when you bottle it up. Hang in there, send a lil message to your HP, see what happens. Hugs, Teggie