24 and ready to change
Hey all I just turned 24 march 7th and 11 days later I've had enough drinking.. My alcoholism has been going on for about 10 years and I have finally had it. I have a 15 month old beautiful blue eyed baby girl who is my angel and I cannot stand doing this to my family anymore. My fiancé has stuck with me for 3 years and is always on my side. I always want to test myself and say yeah I can have just a 6 pack but it always leads to drinking and driving to get more if I can't find a ride. Or I would end up at a bar and driving with drunk friends. I may not drink every day but I obviously have no control over this when I do drink and I am not putting my life or anyone elses life in danger no more . I am too good of a person to let this disease control me ive embarrassed myself for the last time. This is going to be the hardest thing I have ever done and I hope to have you all get to know me and help me through this terrible nightmare. Thank you guys!