Today is the day- I'm doing it.
I called the AA helpline and talked to someone about going to a meeting tonight. I have one picked out at 7 pm- it's a women only meeting which I think will help me feel more comfortable. I know that's not much yet, but for me reaching out and asking for help has perhaps been the most difficult part in actually getting started on the road to success. I have resisted the idea of AA since I tried going last year and have been off and on trying to get sober on my own. This weekend's activities have finally, finally given me the motivation to reach out and be open minded about AA. We will see how it goes!