(((((Claudia))))
I'm so sorry you lost your son. I believe I understand a bit about your pain...I lost my daughter. The only comfort I had early on was to know that she was no longer suffering...I knew she really hated what addiction was doing to her and was struggling to try to beat it.
I wish I could find words that would bring comfort, but I know the pain is something that only time eases. Thank you for your message. I am praying that you find comfort and that in time, memories of the good times with your son bring you peace.