WhowasIthen-
I could have written exactly what you wrote. I undrestand how hard it is to be where you are. It has taken me a LONG time to realize that I can't live that way...I can't. I tried, I tried again, and again......and finally I am healthy enough to be ok with all of that. I have 6 children *2 are his - and I have watched as we have been seperated over the last year or so, and they are SO much better....they are happier, and at ease again, and our home feels safe and secure to everyone again. Take your time, and trust your instincts!! (((Hugs)))