to drink or not to drink?
at the moment i am in a episode of depression. I know it will pass with time but when im sitting in i feel ten times worse. I have two options, 1) sit in and mope or 2) go out and get drunk.
I dont particulary want to do either but those are my options. The reason i dont have any other options is because i suffer from social anxiety. Also i have just givin up substances and if i go out drinking it may lead me to tempation zone...
I simply dont know which option is worse. I could go down to visit my mum, but then again it wont be worth the trip down to her if shes drunk.
Life at the moment is empty...and thats how i feel empty...
Sorry to be sad and have nothing positive to say.