feeling the loss tonight
My kids have been away all week with XH and his nutty family, my friends are all on assorted spring breaks with their families, and I feel like kind of a misfit because of how different my life is from theirs.
I have enjoyed myself. I have read, I have written in my journal, I have done a lot at work, I have gone out to supper and to a party. It's been good and I don't regret the time off from parenting. I just feel kind of blue and teary tonight about the way things have turned out for me.
It is definitely better than living with an A and struggling everyday, but the cold, hard reality can be kind of sad sometimes. That's all. Thanks for listening.