Welcome. You're not alone. This site is awesome. There is so much to it. I stick to the Newcomer forums and the alcohlic forums, but there is so much more. Congrats on 2 years. That's a lot longer sobriety than I have.
What helps me is participating. I have seen that through sharing my experience, strength, and hope on this site helps me. It arranges my thoughts better. I'd encourage you to jump right in. Maybes share some of your story.
It works for me. Best of luck!!!