Babyblue and Presstoe,
I've talked to a lot of trusted, close friends. I actually learned that one of my friends from high school is a recovering alcoholic, so she was able to offer some insight. She said that ending it was the best thing I could've done for the both of us.....that staying would be enabling or something.
He is actually the first guy I've dated in 3 years. I'm not much of a dater, but have had a string of bad boyfriends. After the last one (before this guy) I decided to stay away for awhile and focus on myself and the health problems I was having.
I know that he's a good guy, but the addict part of him makes him not a good guy....if that makes sense. I'm not trying to use it as an excuse....I mean, as long as he is actively using, I can never be with him.
I'll be ok. But for right now....
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