Originally Posted by
Kjell 
@nodaybut2day- My intentions are to complete my step 9 so I can move forward from holding on to all these negative emotions and baggage from my past. I also really want to apologize to her and make amends. I'm still very embarresed and ashamed of myself, even after all these years.
For this, I applaud you. It is very difficult to let go of the outcome of things, but you seem genuinely motivated to simply complete the step and move on. Bravo.