Relapse
Good morning to everyone. Funny how we say not me I don't have drinking problem.Yet! a bottle some how gets empty. "To be free of a influence of an intoxicant" On Sunday past I moved my computer to a suitable area, I felt so good getting this job done, finally. I procrastinated long enough I knew the job it would be with wires /hook up /desk etc. I still had 1/2 bottle of rum in the house even after my cut off date which was July 28/04.Wanted to prove to myself I could handle having it in my home. "NA" I sat back with rum in hand and drank to my well deserved job today with a additude of look at what I've done.I'm tired of beating my self up. I quit smoking four yrs ago.I can do this stop no more crutches.I have lost three brothers far too young from drinking .Thanx again for this site & to all of you out there.... "Failure is not falling down.But refusing to get up"