changes in dynamics of relationship
My girl is coming back home Thursday. I cant wait to see her but...
In light of the circumstances of her sons death. drinking has become repulsive to me. I am not saying I have been able to be clean so I guess that makes me a hypocrite.
Once she gets home though I want us both to make changes. I really fear that she will keep drinking and I can t control that, but it sabotages what I want for myself. I am not willing to leave her , especially now she will be needing support, but I am hoping she will take the journey to sobriety with me. The coming days will be difficult and I am hoping and praying we can get through this tragedy without completely losing focus.
I think we both need AA but she thinks it is me that needs AA. i have to do my best to make her understand it is both of us that have a problem...
please pray for us. i think we will need helping hand to get through.
If she comes to the resolution that it is just me . I think I will do whatever to make things right, and maybe she will get a clue. but I really do think it is going to be a tough rode ahead for both of us