Hi d
Im Brian addict/alkie today is 80 days no pills and 67 days clean for me I dont post much but i visit daily my online i s my phone right now and it makes it a bit difficult i will tell you this what a difference already I guit c/t and as you know it was no fun at the time but as my mind clears some it was nowhere as bad as I thought it would be and I used 10 years I do 12 step recovery and also has made a hugh difference in my life
if you are truly ready to quit you will! I know it sounds insane to you righ th nowbut just dont use its no cake walk in the beginningbut believe people when they say it gets better every day
good luck to you you are worth it