fellow vicodin/percocet addicts or recovering addicts...PLEASE HELP!!
PLEASE HELP!! I am 23, a wife, mother, and an opiate addict. I want to be SOBER!!! This horrible addiction has taken control of my life more than I ever would have imagined. I went to detox about 2 months ago, and fell off the wagon right away. I KNOW that one of the biggest reasons I cannot stop is because I am terrified of w/d. I am a stay at home mom, and my children are my life. I have been able to taper myself off quite a bit, I am down to about 30-60 mg a day. At this point in my life, I am feeling like I just will physically not be able to kick this for good. I need help. I will write more about details of my addiction, but right now, I am just feeling like I need to know SOMEONE out there has been, or is, in my shoes. I want this to be over NOW, I have never wanted something so bad in life - I feel like I am failing in the game of life, I feel like these have totally taken control of me. I want my life back. Please help me.