I've been told it's completely normal to have our emotions all over the board, Rebel. It makes sense, really. We've been damaging our brains for a long time, of course it's going to react in funny ways. I've been up, down, up, down, up, down for almost 30 days now. I'm working hard to keep the faith that it'll get better down the road and that my emotional health will improve right behind my phyiscal health.
You can do it and you are worth saving. It's always worth the fight. Always. You know you can do it, you just have a solid two weeks! So jump back into this thing called sober living and give it all you've got.
Best of luck
